To be honest, I am trying my best in spanish right now but this language is killing me, there is so much to learn in so little time. Next week we already have our mid-term on the 3 chapters/lessons we learned since the beginning of the summer session. I am trying my best to keep up with the class but I already feel so behind and like I have no idea what is going on. I have a hard time paying attention in class, my mind leaves my body and that’s that lol. I think I am going to retake the class when fall starts because I want to pass with a better grade, I already have a feeling that I am not going to do great this summer so why not just re-take it and know most of what there is to learn, just understand it and remember it better.

Max made me laugh last night, she was talking about how all us are one big happy family again because I have been around when my old friend has been, but I told her, it ain’t like that because I am not just gonna leave because he shows up, and I am not going to be rude and ignore him, BUT outside from when I go over there I really have no reason to hit him up. Mainly because I don’t want too, he can fly a kite.

I have an idea for a job I am going to start up, I have to get working on the logo design and the concept/prices for the services I shall be providing. Might take a few weeks until the idea is fully functional and making me some profit but it is better than no job, and this way I am my own boss

Sorry about the late update, been busy the past few days trying to enjoy my summer because ever since I started summer school I haven’t been able to get out much. Didn’t really do much but got to talk to some friends, and finally got to a level with one friend about expressing yourself and trusting people. It was a good talk.

Tonight I am in my room, awaiting for something to happen. My aunt Nelly came over tonight to stay over because in the morning her and my dad are going to have a yard sale, he asked if I wanted to help but I have school at 10am so I think I am going to pass on this one. I really should so that I can sell some stuff to make some extra cash since I am broke. Oh ya and my grandmother went to bingo again this week and I didn’t hear exactly what she was telling everyone in the living room, but from all the bursts of joy coming from there I knew she probably won again. She has been doing pretty good for the past few weeks she has gone, I am thinking about going one day with her haha.

Dude, Spanish how I dislike thee.

I can’t sit in the class without thinking about everything else in my life, I start to let my mind wander places and it begins to gradually get out of my own control. I am trying to learn the material in class, but I have a very difficult time trying to so called “think” and “understand” in Spanish. I sit there paying attention for the most part, I do work in class and I even try to join in on class discussions or questions because I know the more I get involved the easier it will be to get the hang of it. Second week of summer school has gone by and I think the only stuff I remember is from week one. The class is pretty far fetched because you are basically learning another language in 6 weeks. I believe it’s a load of toads.

Going to watch a movie and call it a night, the past 2 nights made up for tonight being boring lol. Still I think it’s a waste of a good Friday night, but what else is there to do? I take that back, there is a grip of places to go to and things to see but I am tired already, also my friends are all out doing there own thing. It’s weird how you really start to see the change in people as you grow older. Not that I am going to say I don’t see myself changing and maturing because I really do, but it’s interesting seeing it in someone else. Every persons life is like a movie, we all have our own stories and different ways how we live our lives.

Still looking for love and friends, so far… nothing.