Louie Aragon

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Had a job things would be much better for me..

Honestly I am still trying to find a job because I already know that the internet work is not going to make me very much right away, so I am still going to continue down more and more negative towards my credit cards. I just want to be able to cover my bills, I don’t even care if I have money for me. I hate having people help me out because I don’t think I deserve it, I should be able to do things on my own, so if I am broke, it is my fault and only my fault. I basically have hit rock bottom today.. I am sure that I maxed out my credit card and I have $45 in hand. No Job. Dropped out of summer school because the class was to difficult for a 6 week program. You wonder… I can see how people think of suicide.. it is just like what more is there?

I believe there is plenty to live for in this world, just the matter of getting to it that might take some time. The world gives you shit, you either have to do something with it, or just continue laying in the pile of crap and continue your life.. what would you choose? Exactly!

Problem is that right now it is not possible to change things, no places are hiring, it’s to costly to start up your own business, school is more expensive and even with a degree your still screwed because no one will hire you even with that degree you just got. The only way to get into a good job, is to network with people. The more people you know the better off you will be when it comes to trying to find a job or be part of the field that you went to school for in the first place.

——- Side note:

My mind will be the death of me.

is the only thing I hear right now.

To be honest, I am trying my best in spanish right now but this language is killing me, there is so much to learn in so little time. Next week we already have our mid-term on the 3 chapters/lessons we learned since the beginning of the summer session. I am trying my best to keep up with the class but I already feel so behind and like I have no idea what is going on. I have a hard time paying attention in class, my mind leaves my body and that’s that lol. I think I am going to retake the class when fall starts because I want to pass with a better grade, I already have a feeling that I am not going to do great this summer so why not just re-take it and know most of what there is to learn, just understand it and remember it better.

Max made me laugh last night, she was talking about how all us are one big happy family again because I have been around when my old friend has been, but I told her, it ain’t like that because I am not just gonna leave because he shows up, and I am not going to be rude and ignore him, BUT outside from when I go over there I really have no reason to hit him up. Mainly because I don’t want too, he can fly a kite.

I have an idea for a job I am going to start up, I have to get working on the logo design and the concept/prices for the services I shall be providing. Might take a few weeks until the idea is fully functional and making me some profit but it is better than no job, and this way I am my own boss